Signal Fire.

It's quiet tonight,

I just finished my supper,

washed the dishes,

back to the computer I go.

Thoughts,

these days I only thought about you.

Our future,

Possible?

Would it happen?

Or am I gonna disappoint myself again?

Am I not looking far enough?

Am I just looking around?

I have no answer,

for the big question,

is she "the one"?

Well, deep down i hope so.

But deep down i m unsure as well.

Oh, how i wish i knew the Father's plan.

How i wish I had the answers.

Then again,

I know... i know...

He is merciful and is love.

He's will and plans are always the best for me.

So I look now,

everything around me,

I thank my Father for blessing me with so much.

Questions still linger,

but yet.. faith.

Faith that everything will turn out well.

I just need to make room for Him.

I just need to be sensitive.

She's a mystery,

I had to try hard to hold myself back.

I somehow understand her,

I somehow relate to her.

She's a mystery,

I wonder what she's thinking..

Yes or no?

Right or wrong?

She's a mystery,

Reserved as she is..

yet interesting..

yet open.

She's a mystery,

beautiful as she is,

yet she has a connection with me

i wonder.

I guess there is something..

I'll keep praying and keep waiting.

She's definitely worth the wait.

She's definitely worth waiting for.

Seems like another similar experience,

yet so different. Indescribable.

Kenji