I just finished my supper,
washed the dishes,
back to the computer I go.
Thoughts,
these days I only thought about you.
Our future,
Possible?
Would it happen?
Or am I gonna disappoint myself again?
Am I not looking far enough?
Am I just looking around?
I have no answer,
for the big question,
is she "the one"?
Well, deep down i hope so.
But deep down i m unsure as well.
Oh, how i wish i knew the Father's plan.
How i wish I had the answers.
Then again,
I know... i know...
He is merciful and is love.
He's will and plans are always the best for me.
So I look now,
everything around me,
I thank my Father for blessing me with so much.
Questions still linger,
but yet.. faith.
Faith that everything will turn out well.
I just need to make room for Him.
I just need to be sensitive.
She's a mystery,
I had to try hard to hold myself back.
I somehow understand her,
I somehow relate to her.
She's a mystery,
I wonder what she's thinking..
Yes or no?
Right or wrong?
She's a mystery,
Reserved as she is..
yet interesting..
yet open.
She's a mystery,
beautiful as she is,
yet she has a connection with me
i wonder.
I guess there is something..
I'll keep praying and keep waiting.
She's definitely worth the wait.
She's definitely worth waiting for.
Seems like another similar experience,
yet so different. Indescribable.
Kenji
