Night Skies.

Here I am lying on my back,
facing the night skies,
with stars so bright..
every just feels right.

But then again..
i can't help but to look around,
wondering if you would show up.
haha, i know you won't.

there's no invitation in the first place,
If i could describe you,
I'd say you are from a different world,
where I can't seem to reach.

Day by day,
I d check to see if you have arrived,
seems like a routine to me now.
and.. i can't explain why.

occasionally, i see you right there,
just meters away,
but courage doesnt seem to be my best friend,
only assumption is.

I tried very hard,
but the thought of me screwing up,
making a fool of myself..
I'd laugh at my own stupidity.

If i could describe you.
If i could..

Ever existing beauty..
simple but complex personality..
typical but just a pinch of mystery..
helps me hope..
even if you didn't know it..
really... I'm still figuring out how to do this.

All i can say is..
"You are the most beautiful girl i ve ever seen."


=Seems Like Another Day.
When You wake up in the morning.. wishing your dreams were real.

When it rains..

When it rains..
The sun is covered in dark clouds..
Dark cloud covers the view of Heaven..
Raindrops fall down from heaven above.

I looked up and saw nothing but darkness,
the cold raindrops reminded me of my life,
how it is cold and how it doesn't seem right.
A small raindrop hurts like a prick in your skin.

Under the roof, there's depression.
Screams are sounding off at every corner,
Worry is rising from the depth of the heart,
silent cries which remains unheard.

I find joy in playing the drums,
because it silence the world around me,
only the sound of the beat,
and the sound of the stage could be heard.

But there's always a hope,
when it rains, you can see the sun
shining oh so bright,
as the rainbow appear after it rains.

The sound of the crowd,
under the stage
cheering you on,
still can be heard.

The world around me,
it still matters,
it still meanings something,
it still brings joy.

Under the roof,
it is the screams that make me appreciate,
it is the worry that motivates me
it is the cry that makes joy worth laughing about.

It is when it rains,
you know it's going to stop,
and so you wait,
patiently for heaven to appear again.

it is through the dark times when we wait for God,
but God never fails to show himself,
by drying up the rainwater,
by showing us a rainbow of hope.

A hand on your shoulder..
telling you to hold on..
just a little longer,
the rain will stop soon..

The most beautiful words you can say to a boy,
a boy like me..


"thank you Father for such words"
Kenji

-seems like another day, where hope is renewed and we live for yet another day.

A letter to you.

10 ways to show I love you.

1. I love you when i help you finish your food to save you from the crime of wasting food.
2. I love you when i tell you that you are perfect the way you are =D
3. I love you when i tell you the truth.
4. I love you when i let you soak my shoulder with tears.
5. I love you when i try so very hard to cheer you up.. unfortunately i m not really good at it XD
6. I love you when i make those special sweet words just for you.
7. I love you when i share your sadness and your pain with you without you knowing it.
8. I love you when i listen to you when you asked me not to go on a diet.
9. I love you when i try so very hard to understand you.
10. I love when i wrote this post and say happy birthday! =D

well, this is it.. as promised. =D

"Seems like another day when we all just feel like blessing someone with words =)"
From your loving friend..
Kenji