memories and the present..

Seems like it was just yesterday,
I came to where I am today,
back to my home town,
where I remember thoughts that frown.

My grandpa used to be my best friend,
but when his time end,
i couldn't drop a tear,
but that has passed for over a years.

Time flies when you are growing up,
but I too see love ones giving up
either its on life or hope,
I m still holding on and trying to cope.

Back in sabah I was still a kid,
now in those clothes i could no longer fit,
Now, i still miss my friends back there,
now, about them more i care.

And here, I too met someone,
just when i thought i was done,
i didn't believe it at first,
but now it is worst.

But I know now ain't the time,
even thou it's not really a crime,
maybe I don't think i am good enough yet,
so i ll wait and grow to the strongest i can get.

Mentally and spiritually,
i know God wants it to be that way,
Thank you Lord for leading me,
and please mold me to the man You wan me to be.

random i guess ;)